my life has become a boring pop song...

...and everyone's singing along.

existentialism on prom night
11 March

[it's] 2 AM && i'm still awake, writing a song
if i get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
threatening the life it belongs to
&& i feel like i'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
&& i know that you'll use them, however you want to♥

"...avoiding pain at all costs.
it was dumb to be in pain
IF you could avoid it.
of course,
that also meant avoiding close relationships,
avoiding even the proximity of love,
avoiding most of the natural range of human emotions.
fair enough.
it might be an acceptible trade-off.
she'd found that she could survive
without love in her life.
it sounded terrible,
but it was the truth."

Hellogoodbye is hot steamy love.