[it's] 2 AM && i'm still awake, writing a song if i get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to && i feel like i'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud && i know that you'll use them, however you want to♥
"...avoiding pain at all costs. it was dumb to be in pain IF you could avoid it. of course, that also meant avoiding close relationships, avoiding even the proximity of love, avoiding most of the natural range of human emotions. fair enough. it might be an acceptible trade-off. she'd found that she could survive without love in her life. it sounded terrible, but it was the truth."